// Who wants to buy Girl Guide cookies?

Did You rise the sun for me?
Or paint a million stars that I might know Your majesty?
Is Your voice upon the wind?
Is everything I've known marked with my maker's fingerprints?

Breathe on me,
Let me see Your face,
Ever will I seek You.

'Cause all You are, is all I want, always.
Draw me close in Your arms,
Oh God, I wanna be with You.

Can I feel You in the rain?
Abandon all I am to have You capture me again.
Let the earth resound with praise,
Can You hear as all creation lives to glorify one name?
Always - Hillsong United

21. Then Peter came to Jesus and asked, "Lord, how many times shall I forgive my brother when he sins against me? Up to seven times?" 22. Jesus answered, "I tell you, not seven times, but seventy-seven times.
~Matthew 18:21 - 22

I have difficulty with this. I know I should forgive him, no matter how many times he screws up, but sometimes, I really want to just give up being his friend. If I forgive him, it means I'm allowing for him to treat me this way. That shouldn't be right. But if God says I gotta forgive, I probably should. He obviously said it for a reason. And it's true. Forgiving him would give me a peace of mind and it would make it easier for me to move on and forget all this drama, but it's just weird. I think I'm getting too emotional about this whole situation.

Moving on. I'm sick. It's really gross, actually. I've been coughing up loogies (sp?) of the brightest shade of green/yellow every 15 minutes. I'm sure you didn't need that image in your head, but I thought I'd entertain you all. I haven't had much to eat 'cept water, Neo Citron, chicken noodle, and Tylenol Cold. Let's hope I get better before camp. I really need some time off from the city and school. Plus, I have a surprise for camp and if I can't sing, the surprise won't go too well.

I'm excited. Matt's coming to McRoberts tomorrow. MCROBERTS FOREIGN EXCHANGE STUDENT!