//Thursday, June 29, 2006

// Still Haven't Found

Well, well, well... I think I shall post right as we speak!

Life has been incredibly busy and really I haven't had that much time to post. Well technically I have but I just haven't been motivated to post!

Work has been... well it has been work. I live a very interesting life style this week which has been alright, but I'm not really used to it. Basically I wake up, go to work, come home, go to sleep, wake up, go to work... You see, I have afternoon shifts this week, so that lets me sleep in! Yay! Because I sleep in though, takes up most of my day. You know what sucks about today? Yesterday I worked one of my biggest shifts, and I got home about 11:30. My feet were incredibly soar... And as we speak, they are still in pain! I got another who knows how long of a shift ahead of me today!

It sounds like I'm complaining a lot, and maybe I am, but I realized I was taking this kind of lifestyle way before I got this job. It's just a little annoying, you know? Other than that, training has been ridiculously hard and I am incredibly frustrated about that. I still have no clue what I'm doing and no clue what I will be doing and it just seems very confusing still, and I'm just waiting for the day that it all starts to make since. I think the few positives I can take from work are the satisfaction of completing a shift, and the money! When I finish a shift, I know I screwed up all day, but still, I feel somewhat proud, and somewhat frustrated as well. So far I've worked with a bunch of awesome guys, and they even know I'm a Christian! They have nic named me 'Thumper" as in bible thumper. It's alright, I'll go with that.

Matt Moore is on his way to Quebec this Saturday and I am truly saddened. I love Matt, he's such an awesome guy so I told him we would all go out for lunch Friday. So far my organizing of lunch hasn't gone all that well, but hopefully there will be people there!

Canada Day! I completely forgot about Canada Day! I'm hoping for a nice quiet Canada Day, last years Canada Day was way to eventful, if you know what I mean... No? Okay lets keep it that way. I think I'm going to the parade in Stevetson (all who want to come are invited, and what time is it at?) and then after that just run around with my Canada cape! I might go to the fireworks at the Nat Saturday but I'll have to see...

Couple minor points is that I'm posting on my old computer! Shaun has mine in for repairs and it should be done soon, I just haven't had the time to pick it up. It's been interesting use my old computer, since it is sooooooooo freakin slow! My desktop pic is of Cultus Lake 05...hehehe, shows I don't use it much eh? BNSF emailed me back saying they didn't want to hire me... Screw you guys! I got a job already!

Other then that, I just keep truckin' on.

Out of all the really great things that are going on in my life right now, it feels like "whats the point?" I don't think I've truly found what I'm looking for...

//Tuesday, June 20, 2006

// Hurricanes take home first Stanley Cup

By Phil Coffey

RALEIGH, N.C. -- The Carolina Hurricanes, also-rans in the minds of most hockey experts prior to the start of the 2005-06 season, now rule the NHL.

Displaying unbelievable energy and courage, the Hurricanes got off the canvas after losing Games 5 and 6 to beat the Edmonton Oilers, 3-1, to win the Stanley Cup in the seventh-and-deciding game of what was a long and memorable season.

Rookie goaltender Cam Ward was terrific in the win and the series and was named the winner of the Conn Smythe Trophy as the most valuable player of the postseason.

"It's unbelievable," Ward said, summarizing the feelings of most of his teammates. "Your childhood dream of winning the Stanley Cup finally comes true and all that work you put forth through minor hockey and junior, it's all paid off from today."

The game will go down in Stanley Cup lore as one of the most frenzied and intense in history, with the pace just incredible throughout and the sellout crowd of 18,978 standing throughout, creating a deafening din for almost the entire game.

Defensemen Aaron Ward and Frantisek Kaberle gave the 'Canes a 2-0 edge that was halved by an Edmonton goal by Fernando Pisani. But at 18:59, with Oilers goalie Jussi Markkanen on the bench, Justin Williams scored an empty-net goal that sealed the deal and sparked a huge celebration from the crowd.

Entering Game 7, historical stats favored the Hurricanes, as home teams had won 11 of 13 Game 7s in Stanley Cup Final history. But the Oilers appeared to have more gas left in the tank after pulling even in the series after dropping three of the first four games. The Hurricanes seemed finished after a 4-0 loss in Game 6 in Edmonton, but Carolina lived up to its motto of "Whatever It Takes" and somehow summoned the energy and grit to become champions.

"No way in Game 7 we were gonna lose before our fans, no way," defenseman Glen Wesley said."

"We really had to earn that one," said Carolina winger Ray Whitney, a former Oiler stickboy as a kid and whose father, Floyd, still works for the team and has been a practice goalie for the team. "This is an unbelievable feeling. I had the opportunity to watch this back in the 1980s.

"It was relentless," Whitney said of the effort. "All season long, we have been a very focused group. Working our tails off all year. They gave us everything that we could handle."

For a host of veteran Hurricanes like Whitney, the 2006 Final was seen as their last and best kick at the can. Wesley had played 1,479 regular-season games and 168 playoff games in 18 seasons before finally being able to lift the Cup high Monday night. He appeared at a postgame press conference with his wife and three children surrounding him.

After Carolina captain Rod Brind'Amour accepted the Stanley Cup from NHL Commissioner Gary Bettman, the 'Canes' captain gave it to Wesley.

"I don't know what to feel," Wesley said. "It's unbelievable. It honestly feels like a dream to me. It's the best feeling. ... 18 years to be able to play the game, very blessed and fortunate. The guys were outstanding. I think everybody stepped up. An awesome effort."

Center Doug Weight could not play in Game 7 because of a severe shoulder injury. He skated in the morning warm-up, but was unable to go. When he took the Stanley Cup, he was unable to lift the Cup high overhead because of the injury.

"This is an amazing group of guys," Weight said. "It's a wonderful place. I knew we would have a great game."

As for the shoulder, Weight looked forward to lots of rehab with a smile, knowing he had finally won his first his Stanley Cup.

The contest was tight throughout, but the 'Canes had some anxious moments in the third period when Edmonton's Pisani halved the Carolina lead at 1:03 of the third period, converting the third shot of a scoring sequence by the Oilers. After making an initial stop on Raffi Torres, Ward also denied Rem Murray, but kicked the rebound out to a driving Pisani, who scored his 14th goal of the playoffs to make it 2-1.

With 3:40 remaining, Ward again denied Pisani with an incredible save that preserved the one-goal lead. Ward made an initial stop on Torres, but couldn't control the rebound, as Ward stretched his left leg as far as possible and he was able to get his skate on Pisani's rebound attempt, a save that prompted another thunderous roar from the frenzied crowd.

That was the Oilers' last gasp, a bitter disappointment for a gritty and resilient team that entered the playoffs as the eighth-seeded team in the Western Conference. The Oilers survived the loss of their No. 1 goalie, Dwayne Roloson in the series opener and rallied from a 3-1 deficit to come to the cusp of a Stanley Cup championship.

"We'll get over the disappointment, but that's pretty hard to do right now," a somber Craig MacTavish said after the game. "I told the players we didn't do ourselves a disservice in this game."

MacTavish looked back at blowing a lead in Game 1 as perhaps the turning point for his team in this series.

"When you get to this level, you can't leave anything in the table," he said. "We may have left one on the table in Game 1. We didn't lose the series tonight. Give them a lot of credit the way they bounced back from a sub-par effort in Game 6."

The crowd of 18,978, which sang both national anthems like their counterparts in Edmonton, stood for most of the game as the overall pace was insane for two teams that had played more than 100 games. The 'Canes were playing their 107th regular season/playoff games, while the Oilers were playing their 106th regular season/playoff contest.

The Hurricanes bolted from the gate with the opening drop and jumped into the lead just 1:26 into the game when Aaron Ward blasted a shot from the top of the right circle past a screened Markkanen.

Mark Recchi and Matt Cullen were very effective along the boards, keeping the puck in play along with winger Andrew Ladd. Recchi moved the puck to Ward, who pinched in to the top of the circle and let fly as Ladd and Cullen drove to the net to create screens, with the puck eluding Markkanen.

There was plenty of controversy at the end of the period. With a delayed penalty coming up on the Oilers' Ethan Moreau, the Hurricanes drove into the Edmonton end and a bizarre series of events took place. Rod Brind'Amour attempted to put a shot on goal, but it bounced into the slot, where Craig Adams then chipped a shot on the Edmonton net. Markkanen sprawled to make the save, but the puck went over him, appeared to be tipped by Ales Hemsky and then fell into the crease, where Oilers defenseman Steve Staios dove into the net to keep the puck out.

Referee Brad Watson initially signaled for a penalty shot, but the officials huddled and decided that the Oilers had touched the puck before the goal-mouth scramble, prompting the whistle to end the play before the pileup. Hence, no penalty shot for covering up the puck in the crease. But, the 'Canes did get a power play that carried over to the second period.

"With a delayed penalty about to be called by the back referee (Bill McCreary) for a high stick by Edmonton player Ethan Moreau, Oilers' defenseman Steve Staios deliberately bats the puck in the crease, which constitutes control and the play is considered dead," NHL Senior Vice President and Director of Officiating Stephen Walkom said. "Referee (Brad) Watson, who was unaware that a delayed penalty was being called, was waiting for a play that would constitute a normal stoppage. Batting the puck by a player in the defensive zone does not constitute a stoppage. Referee Watson stopped the play when the Oilers' players covered the puck. He was then informed by referee McCreary of the delayed penalty, which required play to be stopped at the moment when control was achieved by the batting of the puck by Staios."

The first period was played like a track meet, with thunderous hits and all-out efforts that typified how important the game was to the respective teams.

Brind'Amour set the tone right away, throwing a heavy check into Raffi Torres, who had done the same to the 'Canes in Games 5 and 6.

Ward made a nice stop off a Sergei Samsonov blast two minutes in, but the 'Canes were showing a hunger spirit that had been missing in the previous two games. A strong hitting shift by the 'Canes ended when Eric Staal was called for hitting Markkanen behind the net. The ensuing Oilers' power play forced Ward to make three solid saves. Midway through the period, Ward made another strong save when Radek Dvorak made a nice shot from in close off a Samsonov pass.

Edmonton killed off a penalty to defenseman Matt Greene at 17:33, and the Oilers also killed off the penalty to Moreau early in the second that had spawned all the controversy at the end of period one.

Erik Cole's speed was too much for Oilers defenseman Jaroslav Spacek to handle at 4:10 of the second period, and he was boxed for holding, a penalty that proved immensely costly at 4:18 when Carolina defenseman Frantisek Kaberle's shot from the rim of the left circle changed direction and speed after hitting diving Oiler defenseman Jason Smith, dipping between the legs of Markkanen for a 2-0 Carolina lead.

Brind'Amour wasn't credited with an assist on the goal, but he made the key play, deflecting an Edmonton clearing pass just enough for teammate Matt Cullen ?to corral at the blue line. Cullen moved the puck to Cory Stillman, who spotted Kaberle in the clear for the vital second goal.

The Hurricanes dodged a huge bullet late in the period. First, Niclas Wallin was called for hooking Ryan Smyth at 16:16, giving the Oilers a power play that became a two-man advantage at 16:21, when defenseman Aaron Ward was called for delay of game after sending the puck into the crowd, giving the Oilers the 5-on-3 edge. The Oilers were 0-for-4 in the Final with the two-man edge and it became 0-for-5 as Carolina goalie Cam Ward made a series of saves. Edmonton's opportunity ended early when Smyth was called for hooking Wesley at 17:21.

The Oilers tested Ward late in the period, but the rookie goalie rose to the occasion, somehow seeing the puck through multiple screens to make saves on Chris Pronger and Ales Hemsky.

//Sunday, June 18, 2006

// Workin' Numbers, Dates, and Figures

May 16th, 2006 - I went in for my 9:30 am interview with the Souther Railway of British Columbia (SRY). It seemed to go pretty well, I felt alright about it.

May 18th, 2006 - SRY calls me to schedule me a medical. I'm on the right track and things are looking good!

May 24th, 2006 - I head down to the C.O.R.E medical centre down in New Westminster and they check me out and test me for hours on end... it was good times, wait... no it wasn't really. I had to pee in a bottle!

May 30th, 2006 - On my way to my grandma's, I get an uneasy phone call regarding my medical conditions, and that I should come pick up my medical resutls. That ruined my day and to this date, I still don't know what is wrong with me!

June 9th, 2006 - My brother came into my room at 10:00am telling me somebody was on the phone for me. I rushed to the phone to be greated by SRY, telling me I started work on June 14th!

June 14th, 2006 - I started my new job and my new life at SRY... I'm freakin' out!

6 Weeks - That is how long my training is. Once those six weeks are done, they evaluate me and decide if I am ready to become a qualified Brakeman.

$19.70 - This is the training wage for a brakeman hourly... that's right, I said training!

7.5 Hours - No matter what, I will always get paid for working 7.5 hours. If I only work for 6, they will still pay me for 7.5. If I work for 3, they will still pay me 7.5. What if I go over 7.5 hours? Then I get paid Overtime!

That's work my friends... I'll go into details another night. Keep in mind, I might not post for a while though, I'm going to be freakin busy!

//Monday, June 12, 2006

// Running To Stand Still

I would like to dedicate this song/post to the ones who are going through times where they just are struggling... and I've just seen so many struggle right now, so yeah...this is for you...that's all I wanted to say today...I love you all

//Monday, June 05, 2006

// The Sound of Horrible Sound

Calling all fans of the song Vindicated by Dashboard Confessional. Please go to this link and help me out with my musical question! I'm trying to figure out what the song's meaning is... anyhoo, on to today's topic.

I think I mentioned this in a previous post, but I purchased some new speakers for my car! Yay! New stereo sound for FJ! So today was the day I went over to Joel's to install them.

First of all, I just wanted to say this about Joel... The guy is flippin' incredible! He is an absolute car wizard with almost everything! Mechanics, electrical, you name it. These are just cars too! Don't forget the guy helped me pass Math at BCIT... I mean, the guy is just absolutely amazing! I never realized it until today, but I'm sure he could practically do almost anything! He helps out with technical stuff at the church, is an awesome computer guy, and he is even good at video games! Athletic? Hells yea! I just wanted to brag about Joel because the guy is incredible, and he truly has a heart for gold. Bill is just as good, and it's a pleasure to be around them together! How many times have I asked him for help and he's always been there for me. Joel man, if you read this, I just wanted to say thanks for everything man.

Back to the main topic! We automatically started prying the side panels off the front doors, however, discovering some major problems. The knob for the window was in the way and it seemed almost impossible for Bill or Joel to get it off! They tried and tried and tried to get the damn panel off, but no luck! It was horrible! Joel just barely got one of the speakers out so we decided to deem it impossible, and just installed the two speakers in the back! It was incredibly frustrating because that damn window knob was screwing everything up! Anyhoo, as I said before, the two speakers were installed in the back, and I was on my way to starting the revival of my stereo system!

On the way home... I noticed something terribly wrong about the speakers. What was that you ask? THEY SOUNDED HORRIBLE! I couldn't believe the quality!! It was like an old AM radio! Absolutely no bass and very fuzzy! Wow...That just destroyed my day! Literally crushing my hopes and dreams for a better sound system! I don't even know what's wrong with the speakers! Are they faulty speakers? Or are they just really crappy speakers? How can that be? I payed $90 for them! Bah!!! It was a horrible day in speaker land...

The plan is to talk to Joel, see what he says, and return the speakers. This crushes the dream since I've been looking at those speakers for probably two months now! I don't really know what to think... All I know is... I'm mad!

//Saturday, June 03, 2006

// In This Week's News

Well, there has been tons of things going on in the past 2 weeks since returning from Historymaker, and I think even before! Anyhoo, let me try and remember everything in point form, and if you don't even have to read about everything! I've made it somewhat organized! Go me!

Souther Railway of British Columbia (SRY) - I had an interview on Tuesday May 16th with the company at 9:30am, right after Navin's 9am interview! It was pretty cool, I drove him there, we were a team! I thought the interview went pretty well, and the only thing that worried me is that I'm too underqualified... like they would hire somebody with a little more work experiance with anything! My work experiance has been white spot, painting, and the nat! However, I thought that could work to my advantage as well... nevertheless, I was still nervous about it leaving the interview. They said they would contact me for a medical if they are interested in me.

Two days later, I got scheduled for a medical!

Medical Time - Wednesday May 24th was my medical, and they did took my blood, made me pee in a bottle, you know, all the fun stuff. I wasn't too worried about my medical because I know I'm able to do the job... anyhoo, again I have to play the waiting game

Shopping - Saturday May 27th was the day Jean and I were scheduled to film/photograph a wedding! Anyhoo, lots of hype up to that Saturday! Thursday I spent most of the day preparing Susan (my camera) for the day. I bought a mono pod and recorder and I went a little off topic shopping... In Best Buy, I go look at these speakers everytime I'm there. I have wanted them for a while, but $120 was a bit too much. However, they lowered the price! to $100! I asked the guy there how many boxes he had left, and he said 2! It was a sign! I bought them! Next day I come in, they lower the price again! I save another $20! The next day we had to find a camera for Jean. After passing by this place in downtown, and Jean didn't understand what a deposit was, we crossed out the idea of renting a camera. So what do we do instead you ask? Go out the the New West Best Buy and purchase a brand new camera! I have named her Natalie! The plan was to return her after the weekend, but after having a heart to heart convo with Judy, I decided to keep Natalie! Yes... I spent a little too much money... where did it come from? Okay, I give, I deal drugs!

Wedding Day - The actual wedding day itself was a little scary for me, and Jean as well. It was in White Rock so we got to take a quick 20 minute road trip, which is always fun. The wedding was good times once it got rolling. I set up a speakers corner, and damn, that was GOLD! Hilarious I say... and there was a flippin' chocolate fountain!

Medical Problems - I think everything is going well when it takes a horrable twist. On my way to my Grandma's this past Tuesday I get a call on my cell phone from the medical clinic. First of all, they were never supposed to contact me after my medical, they just contact SRY. Anyhoo, so I'm already a little weirded out and they tell me they've got my blood results back, they want me to come pick up the results and see my family doctor. Now.... that doesn't nesescarily seem like a good thing if you ask me. The rest of the day I was in panic mode thinking I have been diagnosed with some sort of cancer or I don't have a flippin' clue. You know what the worst part is? After going to me family doctor on Wed, I still don't have a flippin' clue on whats wrong with me! I've left out some details, but it just gets more confusing as it goes on, so I'm going to spare you the info. So far, I'm not too worried about dying, its nothing serious. I'll let you know if something happens.

Burlington Northern Santa Fe (BNSF) - To add on to the stressful day I had on Tuesday/Wednesday, I got a call from BNSF who I applied to weeks ago, and they want me to come into an info/testing/interview session. Holy crap that was a mouthful... Anyhoo, that somewhat stressed me out, because I would like to work for BNSF and SRY! However, I don't know how any of these things are going to work out. I am very confused!

Game Plan - So with all that giber gaber about jobs and medicals and so on... I have come up with a game plan. Wait and see what SRY says about my medical results. If they don't hire me, then I have to go in and get tested some more! Yay! Not fun... If they do hire me, then yay! Actual fun! I'll go and get tested again in a couple months. If I am not hired by SRY, I now have BNSF as a backup plan for a job. Both companies would be a pleasure to work for, so I have somewhat calmed down now.

Perfect Friday - I could not have asked for a better day. It was Norman's Birthday! Happy Bday mang. I went to his house which was goodtimes, then I went to the Keg to his bday dinner!! I haven't been to the Keg in ages! That was good times. Then I caught the first hour of Youth at RPC, then I made my way off to a magical place! Let's just say... it was filled with plants and trains...

So I lied, it wasn't in point form, but hey, your updated in the world of matty

// Historymaker: Life

Yes... I'm very late at posting this Historymaker post... Really, I have tons of things to post about, but I haven't posted due to the fact that I am somewhat lazy...so here we go! A top 5 list of Historymaker!

1. Immidiatly when we got there Nick started stealing people's pellows. He wasn't letting anybody into his room, so we went into Bill's room, the room beside his, and there were connecting doors. Dyllan ended up picking the lock and AMBUSH! We started beating Nick, Brendon, Joel, it was absolultly hilarious!

2. The backstage experiance was new for me, and very interesting. One aspect of Historymaker I had never experianced. I got to go backstage to talk to Darcy on the Saturday and give him some files for the Historymaker movie, and it was pretty awesome! Darcy gave me some words of encouragement and a big hug before I went on my way for the rest of the weekend! After the Monday service, again I got to go backstage, and I met some more people who were very impressed with my movie. It was an incredible feeling that all these people, big name people of Historymaker, were congradulating me. I got to meet Mark DeHoog, and he said he would love to keep in contact with me, and I once again thanked Darcy for letting me show my video, and the rest is History

3. My Video made its debut! It played during the Monday session right after Mike Pilavachi spoke. Darcy introduced my video to start communion, and I must say... it wasn't what I expected! I thought they would do something with the lights, the sound would rock, and the atmoshpere would be amazing! It really wasn't though... they didn't do anything for the lights, and the sound was a little low in quality, I think they only had it playing at the front speakers or something. It was pretty awesome seeing my video up there, but I just felt it could have been so much better. It was a pretty intense movie so once it finished, I don't think people knew how to react. Anyhoo, the movie played without a problem, and that my friends, was incredible.

4. The Speakers were incredible this year. Mike Pilavachi really did steel the show, but don't forget about Josh Wiedman. Josh did an amazing job and had a very powerful message. It was the perfect way to kick off the weekend. Mike truly was outstanding as I expected! I love Mike because he was the first person I ever saw speak at Historymaker, way back in 03 at Dream. I'm going to have to buy the DVD's for this year because the speakers were funny, and just had a great message.

5. Well... due to the fact that I have been so lazy... I've pretty much forgot what top 5 is! So I will finish by saying I loved this year's Historymaker. It truly was incredible. I couldn't have asked for a better room and Lucas, Dustin, and Dyllan were a pleasure to have. It was the last Historymaker in Kamloops, so obviously this was going to be a special finish for me. I ended up going for a pretty big hike on the Sunday and to prove it, I took pictures! You can check them out here... I tried my best to make this the best weekend I could with God, but then really, I didn't. A lot of the times I told myself put the youth first, and I kind of ignored anything that was being told to me, which I regret now. Brenda gave her testimony last Sunday and I thought wow... I litterally was blown away... So anyhoo, I guess I know for next year I can be a bit selfish. It was an awesome feeling praying for some of the guys and just really made my weekend.

Once again, sorry for the late post! Thanks Historymaker for a great weekend! Soo loong Kamloops...