// "You're too sweet for rock and roll."

"Sweet? Where do you get off? Where do you get sweet? I am dark and mysterious and I am PISSED OFF! I could be very dangerous to all of you! And you should know that about me... I am THE ENEMY!"

Everytime I listen to old music and old CDs, I always remember how I felt when I first started listening to that band or artist. Sometimes, it's weird and other times, it's weird. I just feel all these memories coming back.

Like yesterday. Matt and I saw in the car in the church parking lot and we played the Speedy Reidy CD and it was like watching all of last summer being played out on the wall of the garage. Like a movie, y'know. It was crazy. And I'm glad I'm where I am because I think back to last summer, and even the summer before... just anything that has happened in the last four or five years, I think back and now I smile. I don't feel sadness, anger or regret. I'm just glad it happened because if it hadn't, I might have turned out differently.

Cold turkey. I mean it.