// Driftwood

Driftwood
So that's it?

Matt.
What do you mean "that's it"?

Driftwood.
You know what I mean

Matt.
I was looking for something that wasn't there anymore

Driftwood.
You just can't handle change

Matt.
Not very well at least... Plus, there doing fine without me

Driftwood.
You don't know that

Matt.
Sure I do, I just don't belong

Driftwood.
You used too...

Matt.
Things have changed... for example, first night at Jade's church, I ask him 'did you ever think I would be a leader for your youth group...at another church?'

Driftwood.
Things have changed my friend, do you enjoy where your at?

Matt.
I do, however I hate to see how things have turned out

Driftwood.
You ever think your part of the problem?

Matt.
Of course I am, I know i'm not perfect, but you can only loose so much respect, you know?

Driftwood.
Understandable...still, you ever think of trying to clear things up?

Matt.
I think about it... all the time... but it would never be the same, just wouldn't be able to trust

Driftwood.
It is a shame really, you guys had some good times...

Matt.
Oh yeah... we did, and you never forget those times either, but still, I just don't know...

Driftwood.
You didn't leave because of that reason did you?

Matt.
To say it didn't influence my desicion would be a lie, but I like where I am

Driftwood.
You think the youth miss you?

Matt.
I'm sure they do sometimes... they don't really notice a person is gone, I've seen it happen to others

Driftwood.
How so?

Matt.
Conal...

Driftwood.
You never stopped him

Matt.
I regret it, but still, that is what's happening to me... last Friday I went for the first time in a while, was like I was walking into a new youth group. Only the few said hi... I didn't feel very accepted in my old home, it was a bit weird. I had to go start up conversations, I thought people would be happy to see me. Just didn't seem like it...

Driftwood.
Maybe because of what's going on, the conflicts, the talk and all that jazz?

Matt.
Very possible, but both you and I don't know that

Driftwood.
True

Matt.
It feels as if I'm in a war almost... i'm out number though, heavily. Nobody seems to believe...

Driftwood.
You've had a rough year... maybe this change is good for you

Matt.
It is, but I didn't want this to end the way it has. This was my area of refuge, to come and relax. I don't know what went wrong

Driftwood.
You miss it

Matt.
Sure do

Driftwood.
You believe this is the end?

Matt.
Unfortunatly yes... the end of an era, I don't believe I should completly end it

Driftwood.
You already have...