//Thursday, January 20, 2005

// Only on Weekends

It probably never really occurred to any of you, but I lead 2 separate lives... or do I? Would you even know? How would you know?

I live in Vancouver, none of my school friends go to youth, so they wouldn't know if there was a difference in my behavior at church or at school. They wouldn't notice a difference if I was hanging out with school friends or youth friends. Nor would my youth friends know about my school life.

Do I even have school friends?

Do I even go to school?

I have no brothers or sisters living with me, so they can not justify my behavior at youth, because they do not know how I act at school, or at home. My parents don't go to youth; they don't know any difference in my behavior.

How do you know I live at home?

What if I live at my grandma's house?

How do you know anything about me? I could be the weekday Spiderman, nobody would know. I could have a girlfriend that I don't talk about, nobody would know. I could drink, do drugs, be a drug dealer, and nobody would know.

How do you know I don't come into Richmond wearing the biggest lying mask that anyone has ever heard of? That I'm only a 'weekend Christian'. Would you be able to prove that I'm not?



Just so I don't freak you out, I don't do drugs or any crap like that, but I do live almost two different lives. None of you know what I do in school, out of school, or at night. I live in a completely different city and no one has bothered to check up on me. What if I was like that, not wanting any one to know I do drugs, living a lie. How would you guys even know?

It’s funny because you guys wouldn’t. Luckily I’m a good kid who can survive on only G.O.D.

3 Comments:

Blogger Stephanie said...

I wouldn't question your life one bit because even though I don't see you at school and outside of youth (not so much anyway, now that it's the school year :P), I have faith in you. I know you're a good guy and you'd never pull something like that.

Or maybe it's true, like you suggested, I might have complete faith in you, only to realize down the road that you're not who I thought you were. A lot of people these days seem to do that alot, eh? It's messed up.

But I have no worries about you. You're a good man, Charlie Brown...er, I mean, Matt Robson. ;) I'm just bugging you. <3

10:26 p.m.  
Blogger MattyRob said...

Yeah, see I'm an actor, so I could so put on a cover! But yeah, I don't do stupid things...

But I so am Superman and you guys don't know it.

8:46 a.m.  
Blogger MattyRob said...

Ah, but you see, you have Sam... he would notice something! and he told me that you weren't superman

cause i'm superman!

2:22 p.m.  

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