// What's There To Be Happy About?

Well, there was only one thing that could help a night that pretty much sucked. It was to watch the Vancouver Giants play the Kelowna Rockets, and to hopefully watch them win. Unfortunately that did not happen. I watched instead the Kelowna Rockets beat the Giants, ending their season...

I now have nothing

Apparently three players of the Giants end the career tonight in junior hockey. Kind of like graduation, which I will soon be going through, but think of it... that's it for those three guys, they start over... new hockey team, new city probably far from where they are now, new life. Sure, it's exciting; new friends, big league, tons of money!!! Sweet... but still, all those memories you've had... wouldn't it be hard to say goodbye? I know it's going to be hard to say goodbye to high school. What am I saying?!?!! I'll love not being at school no more! But letting go, it's going to be weird not going back to high school...

Good luck to the guys going to the big league. Have fun, don't forget Vancouver

Lets see, how am I today? I was fine. Work was fine, kind of fun! Then I decided that I would break this stale mate I've had with not talking to anyone at youth. I realized that the situation was kind of stupid. If they want to talk to me, then I'll talk to them. So Dyllan said lets hang out after work, which I was looking forward to doing! I call him after work, about 10 minutes early, he doesn't pick up. Whatever, I'll call him when I get in my car. I call him, maybe three minutes later, nothing. So frustrated and annoyed, I started for home. He never called on the way home, so I decided anything after that isn't worth it. He had his chance. So instead I come home to watch the Giants.

I'm actually heart broken right now. Rheba knows what I'm talking about. She just called and I fricken went insane on her because I'm so fricken mad/sad!

I'm honestly losing my mind, this is where I start to worry about myself.

Oh yes, in response to those who have taken a large offence to my last post, I want to clear some things up. I'm not permanently leaving rpc, just temporarily. By the looks of it I'll be there tomorrow as well, which I'm not looking forward to doing so.
"Hey Matt, where were you Friday?"
"Work, then I went home"
Hmmm, that doesn't work out to poorly. If anyone tries to continue the conversation I'll just run away. Anywho, I'm not leaving, and I still love you all.

Now, to go find a gun so I can shoot stuff. Where am I going to find a gun? What are you even talking about?

See! I'm losing my mind here! I found out that a week Monday its the 10th anniversary for my mom passing away. Could this contribute to my psycho like characteristics? I don't see how, but anywho. Just a question...

who to cheer for now? I'm thinking the Medicine Hat Tigers, because there ex Trevor Linden team