// It Just Did Not Live Up To It's Potential

This week really should have been a lot better then it was, and now I am frustrated, upset, and just plane ol' tired.

This week I was suposed to go to the Canucks game, reunite with the A Team in Squamish, and meet up with an old high school friend. The week looked a little intimidating with a huge test on the Tuesday with Rules, not to mention we had Rules and Regs 3 days in a row, Tuesday, Wednseday, and Thursday. Anyhoo, none of the following good happened. We still had are test though, on the Wednseday which was nice, and I think I did rather well. The week just royaly sucked though.

At school I love to have a good laugh, and a lot of the times i'm the butt end of the joke, and usually I don't mind it, and I just laugh with them. Lately however, I feel as though I am being laughed at, and I really am not enjoying that. Infact, it's pissing me off and school, which was once a great place to be worry free, has become incredibly stressfull to just deal with all the crap they are throwing at me.

Fred and I fight about hockey all the time, and because of that, I had to miss out on the Canucks game Wednsday. I really wanted to go and I originally thought that I would be going, but I just could not go with Fred. That was incredibly disapointing. Nevertheless, I had a youth leaders meeting that night so I got a free meal! Well, the meal wasn't very good. It was my first time with a Greek Restaurant, and probably my last. First of all, I wanted beed Souvlakia, and they brought me chicken. The serving was small, and not very tasty. I thought I could make up for it with a DQ Blizzard, but just my luck, they were closed. On a high note, Gilbert Brule scored in OT to give the Giants a 3-1 Series lead over Prince George. That was the high of the night.

Thursday was a boring day of class. Navin got kicked out of his place so it was interesting to listen to what happened. I was suposed to meet up with Ste Claire, an old friend from high school I have not seen FOREVER! So we were all set to out for a dinner and a movie, but she never contacted me. No call, no email, nothing. I couldn't get ahold of her. Home has been incredibly annoying lately, so I just wanted to go out, and thank God Navin called me up and we went for dinner at Moxies. It was a highly entertaining night, and I had a three beef patty burger. After that, we went back to his new place, and just chilled there which was very nice. We talked to Nick and both him and Navin had me all excited about Squamish the next day, and how we would once again unite as the A Team! So I went home feeling farely happy since I got to go out and have some good times, and since tomorrow was going to be awesome!

I woke up today earlier then I needed to, but I was just way to excited! (I'm feeling it now though) I got to school and we were all set to go. Unfortunatly, Navin didn't show, for some reason I still don't know why, I haven't been able to contact him. I had just been with him the night before and he was all excited about Squamish, so I'm pretty sure something huge has come up. The bus ride up was once again filled with jokes aimed to me, and they took my gloves, and vest and what not, which was pretty childesh, so I just wanted them back. Once we got there, it was going to be a while before I got to take my turn switching cars around. I got to check out the new shops the museum just inherited from BC Rail, and I wondered around the old BC Rail Squamish yard. I got to go visit the Royal Hudson, as she is starting to get put back together, piece by piece. I met a guy named Trevor who was working there, and we had a good little chat. I think with the month of May I will spend a lot of time up in Squamish checking out the Hudson. Anywho, it was lunch, didn't do anything productive really.

We had lunch and they screwed up my order at Wendy's, and it seems people just keep screwing up my orders. Anyhoo, on the way back, Nick bails out on Thomas and me as a group, which just really pissed me off. Like I was pretty hot. I told him "i'm disapointed in you man..." and he said thats the way the A Team rolls.

Excuse me? Last time I checked, teams stay together! Thomas and I worked with Adam, so it wasn't all bad. It wasn't really what I was expecting, but it's still fun playing with the real thing. Probably the best part of the day was Thomas and I just went around taking pictures of each other which was just tons of fun. He has all the pictures, so I won't be posting any. Plus, last time I posted pictures, the blog was all messed up for a while. Anywho, we went on home and I kind of just stayed to myself after the guys made their last jokes, I just shut up and stayed at the front of the bus.

Now, I am extremly tired and I have youth in 20 minutes. I think the worst part about the week is when people ask "how I'm doing." I especially hate it when family asks, because I don't feel like explaining myself. I just tell everbody I'm okay, but really, I'm just pretty frustrated this week and I am emotionally drained. My shoulders really hurt too.

If somebody would like to give me a massage, I will be eternally greatful.

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