// Cultus Lake, Never Do Anything!

Cultus Lake 06 is done, and I must say, there wasn't much lake...or Cultus for that matter, at least for me.

I never signed up because I knew I had to work, but I got a day of fun in!

Friday was filled with a breakfast for Jasmine at IHOP and then she took off to Cultus with Steph and Dave, while Kasi, Nicole and me did some early morning shopping. I got some new shorts and BNL's Maroon album, just for Cultus! As a result a new song is born in my heart.

I worked Friday night from 3-8 and they told me I was spare, so I decided to risk it all and go up anyway, taking Kasi and Nicole Saturday morning, arriving at the water slides at 11:30ish? Yea, something like that...one or the other! I called work and they told me I was working in Abbotsford Sunday at 8am! Woohoo! *high five* Unfortunatly, we couldn't stay, so after an intense game of Settlers (which Brenda somehow too victory from right out of my hands, after I thought Mike was going to do it) and a fun time at the lake, we had to head back home. The lake was awesome, we somehow got Andy in the water after he crushed my head in. He had me in a head lock on the ground on top of me, and Nick and Jason couldn't get him off of me... Come on! I litterally thought I was going to be paralyzed at one point!

Sunday was good times... went to work and it was pretty good. I love working in Abbotsford, nice and relaxed. We headed out to Chilliwak around 1:30 so I was all excited that some of the youth would see me! Nevertheless, they did not, so I was like blah...

Then came the race back home! I needed to get home intime to send Jasmine off to Calgary, and I thought for sure I was going to miss her, and I was soooooooooo incredibly worried. There was even a speed restriction coming back from Chilliwak so it was 10x worst for worrying! I made it though... somehow.

The airport was very... I don't know the word for it. It was a little weird for me because I KNEW that soon Jam would have to get on that plane... and I just didn't want that moment to come. When the time did come, it was just sooooo hard... I had just tried to picture the moment for the past 8 months I've known about her leaving, but it never was like that. We all got are hugs from her, and watched her go through security, and we were all just frozen as we watched her get on. It was soooo hard for myself not to cry, many others did, but somehow I held it in. Going down the escalator, I saw Sam had some tears in his eye's, and I couldn't hold it in anymore! I had to cry! So cry I did...

We went out to the Cactus Club to try and chear each other up, and it worked somewhat... It's just incredibly hard to believe that she's gone... no more Jam...

This weekend was... I don't even know, incredibly bitter/sweet. I'm about to cry as we speak just looking back at it because those were the final moments with Jam...

Anyhoo, I will never do anything