// Made me feel alive again.

I desperately need an energy boost. I have nothing left in me. Red Bull, protein drinks, caffeine, pop, ANYTHING. I need a nap. I'll probably take a nap before the show tonight. IT'S CLOSING NIGHT. And then there's the post part at Boston Pizza. Not sure if I want to go out or go home and sleep. Or go visit Mr. Andy Roy at work. I have no idea. I'm just too tired to tell anymore. Can you tell? Oi. I'm just glad tonight is the last show.

I know I've talked about this a lot already and most of you are probably sick of it, but I keep stressing about it and it's frustrating me. I really, really need to decide where I'm going to school. If UBC accepts me, everything would be fantastic. I could stay here and go to a good school and do what I love to do. I wouldn't have to deal with moving and leaving people behind and everything and ah. I want to scream sometimes.

I rarely do this because I'm stubborn and like being independant, but I'm going to ask for prayer. I've been going through rows with my dad and they never turn out well. We just drop the topic only to pick up a day or two later. And it's always about the same things. And not to mention the school thing. And me not getting any sleep. So please, just pray for me? Thank you.