// The Mind of Matthew has just singed in

The Mind of Matthew says:
Good morning
~ MåtTÿRôb ~ says:
Whoa! You're online
The Mind of Matthew says:
Of course fool! You never listen to me!
~ MåtTÿRôb ~ says:
Of course I do!
~ MåtTÿRôb ~ says:
All the time!
The Mind of Matthew says:
Lies!
~ MåtTÿRôb ~ says:
Shut up!
The Mind of Matthew says:
Hey! Don't make me block you!
~ MåtTÿRôb ~ says:
Who cares? I don't want to talk to you anyway!
~ MåtTÿRôb ~ says:
Go ahead!
~ MåtTÿRôb ~ says:
Block me!
The Mind of Matthew says:
Hmmmm...
The Mind of Matthew says:
I can see this isn't working out to my advantage
~ MåtTÿRôb ~ says:
Nope, so BYE!
The Mind of Matthew says:
Okay! I'm sorry!
~ MåtTÿRôb ~ says:
For?
The Mind of Matthew says:
Why are we fighting?
~ MåtTÿRôb ~ says:
I dunno, because we can't fight with Fred anymore?
The Mind of Matthew says:
Or we agree on different things
~ MåtTÿRôb ~ says:
That’s possible too
The Mind of Matthew says:
That’s what it is fool
~ MåtTÿRôb ~ says:
okay okay, so why are you hear?
The Mind of Matthew says:
meh, you looked bored, no one is on messenger at 10:30am
~ MåtTÿRôb ~ says:
True, but that's not the reason is
~ MåtTÿRôb ~ says:
It
The Mind of Matthew says:
Nope
The Mind of Matthew says:
You are starting to feel depressed again aren't you?
The Mind of Matthew says:
I’m not going through another depressing week
~ MåtTÿRôb ~ says:
Well its youth I guess
The Mind of Matthew says:
How?
~ MåtTÿRôb ~ says:
What do you mean how?
~ MåtTÿRôb ~ says:
Everybody has a friend and they always have someone to hang out with and I'm in Vancouver!
~ MåtTÿRôb ~ says:
No one remembers the Vancouver kid!
The Mind of Matthew says:
Well what made you depressed?
~ MåtTÿRôb ~ says:
I'm not sure, I was just having so much fun with Kassi and Rheba, and then I had to leave and they were still there having fun and I don't want to leave the fun
The Mind of Matthew says:
They have to leave it too
~ MåtTÿRôb ~ says:
Not as quickly
~ MåtTÿRôb ~ says:
And everyone makes plans without me; I haven't hung out with friends after school since grade 8
The Mind of Matthew says:
Well you’re in Vancouver! You can't change that
~ MåtTÿRôb ~ says:
I'm a 20 minute drive away from everyone!
The Mind of Matthew says:
It doesn't matter
The Mind of Matthew says:
You have to realize that you can't be apart of everyone’s life everyday
~ MåtTÿRôb ~ says:
So what are you saying?
The Mind of Matthew says:
You can't look for the answers in Richmond
The Mind of Matthew says:
Let me ask you a question...
The Mind of Matthew says:
If you didn't go to youth for two weeks, Wed, Fri, and all Sunday, how many times would you see your friends?
~ MåtTÿRôb ~ says:
Well, I would probably see Dyllan, maybe Kassi and Chris, Sam at hockey
The Mind of Matthew says:
What about Steph and Anne and Matt and Nick, or other close friends at youth
~ MåtTÿRôb ~ says:
What so are you trying to say that there bad friends?
The Mind of Matthew says:
Nooo! I'm saying that you don't live in their life
The Mind of Matthew says:
You live in a Vancouver life, and they live in a Richmond life
The Mind of Matthew says:
Face it; you can't count on them all the time
The Mind of Matthew says:
You don't call anyone, and if you try to make plans on Wed or Fri and they are already busy or having something planned
The Mind of Matthew says:
Dyllan is just like you, he has no schedule, so most of the time it's him you hang out with
~ MåtTÿRôb ~ says:
I guess you are right...
The Mind of Matthew says:
Guess? Come on! Who besides Dyllan in the past couple weeks has asked you to come do something?
~ MåtTÿRôb ~ says:
Well I can be blamed too
The Mind of Matthew says:
Sure you can
~ MåtTÿRôb ~ says:
When was the last time you organized something?
The Mind of Matthew says:
Hmmm, okay so you’re right, we can be blamed for that
The Mind of Matthew says:
So why don't you invite some people over to the house this weekend? The parents aren't home
~ MåtTÿRôb ~ says:
I could, but everyone will be like "so far away!"
The Mind of Matthew says:
I know! Don't you hate that!?!?!
~ MåtTÿRôb ~ says:
YES! What do you mean so far away?!?!
~ MåtTÿRôb ~ says:
Is my trip to Richmond not the same as the trip to Vancouver?
The Mind of Matthew says:
Exactly! It’s not any harder to get to Richmond then it is to get to Vancouver
~ MåtTÿRôb ~ says:
I know!
The Mind of Matthew says:
So how many people from youth have come to visit you in Vancouver, like you do to everyone in Richmond
~ MåtTÿRôb ~ says:
1, it was Nellie
The Mind of Matthew says:
How may times?
~ MåtTÿRôb ~ says:
Once
The Mind of Matthew says:
Is that not hard on you?
~ MåtTÿRôb ~ says:
Of course it is you moron! Do you not think I’m getting the shorter end of the rope?
The Mind of Matthew says:
Then why don't you tell them?
~ MåtTÿRôb ~ says:
I have! I think...
The Mind of Matthew says:
Back to my point, they live a Richmond life...
~ MåtTÿRôb ~ says:
Wow...
~ MåtTÿRôb ~ says:
That is true...
~ MåtTÿRôb ~ says:
But I still love them
The Mind of Matthew says:
Of course! I know! And just because of this conversation nothing is going to change your opinion on them
~ MåtTÿRôb ~ says:
I know
~ MåtTÿRôb ~ says:
So what do you suggest I do?
The Mind of Matthew says:
Well, this is just a suggestion... but... you could stop going to youth for a while and gain stronger friendships with your friends at school
~ MåtTÿRôb ~ says:
Stop going to youth? Hmmm, that doesn’t shock me as much as I thought it would
The Mind of Matthew says:
I mean look at it, it would give you better relationship with your friends here, and you wouldn't be so dependent of your friends from Richmond
~ MåtTÿRôb ~ says:
I don't really have a bunch of friends here that I’m close too
The Mind of Matthew says:
The three amigos!
~ MåtTÿRôb ~ says:
Oh yeah! Forgot about Jon
~ MåtTÿRôb ~ says:
He’s funny
The Mind of Matthew says:
Yeah, like the time at youth he started the big hockey fight?
~ MåtTÿRôb ~ says:
Hahahaha! That was awesome
~ MåtTÿRôb ~ says:
Well I dunno
The Mind of Matthew says:
It's just a suggestion, and it would kind of test your friends too
~ MåtTÿRôb ~ says:
Do I want to test my friends?
The Mind of Matthew says:
I don’t know, I’m just saying
~ MåtTÿRôb ~ says:
Well, it doesn't really help me being brighter and everything, I’m still missing out
The Mind of Matthew says:
I know, and especially when you have been going through such hard times, it's nice to have your friends around
~ MåtTÿRôb ~ says:
Yeah, but they have been and haven't... it's kind of nice when Rheba calls now
The Mind of Matthew says:
Well fight through it, and invite people over this weekend anyway
~ MåtTÿRôb ~ says:
Thanks me
The Mind of Matthew says:
No problem me
The Mind of Matthew says:
We’ll talk about the other crap going on in your life later... I’m hungry now
~ MåtTÿRôb ~ says:
Me too!
The Mind of Matthew says:
Figure out what we're doing Friday!
~ MåtTÿRôb ~ says:
Oh yeah, I think I'm going to cancel dodge ball
The Mind of Matthew says:
That might be good idea
~ MåtTÿRôb ~ says:
And party at my house!
The Mind of Matthew says:
Sweet!
The Mind of Matthew says:
If they come
~ MåtTÿRôb ~ says:
Yes, if
The Mind of Matthew says:
Okay, I’m out
The Mind of Matthew says:
Cya
~ MåtTÿRôb ~ says:
Peace