// Where Are You Going?

I've decided that right now is not the time for me to be dealing with crap. I honestly can't look at the church and think everything is all right because it is not allright, and well I'm just not going to go through this. Stephanie said we must buckle down and enjoy the ride.

Screw that.

I just watched Dukes of Hazzard and it has inspired me to make my own ride, do my own stunts, fly like no one else. I can't go to church and pretend it's allright. After Cultus I'm leaving... I'm cutting off my internet supplies, i'm turning off my cell phone. I promise not to step foot in Richmond unless I have a good reason for it. I am going to let things work its self out without me being here.

What other option do I have? I've ruled out suicide, i can't move away... This is stupid. This is so God Damn stupid.