//Wednesday, February 02, 2005

// Frustrated

Who knows the entire situation of 'Matt wanting to go to Summit but getting no support from dad' thing? Well, it's time to dust it off and start up the frustrating pointless talks he's giving me! Crap...

His friend who is in the police force has been talking to him, or he has been talking to him, whatever, but now my dad is trying to get me to become a cop! I wanted to be a cop for like a week in grade 10! Only because I wanted to shoot things! I told him I didn't want to call him, and all last night he seemed very disappointed. He told me that "I have to take his help" but I don't have to, and I know he's trying to help me, but he isn't.

On the way to school this morning he said again I have to take his advice and that if I don't do something for him, he won't do something for me, like let me borrow the car.

Bah, I hate life at these times. Why do I have to put up with this crap... so now I’m into hot water again and I really don't think I can handle it this time. Last time it was so bad that I almost went crazy... and I can't take another one of these situations. Now I have to call someone too? Not going to survive this week.

HM Tour! Sweet! Crap my dad is against my future! Getting harder to get stoked! I NEED A JOB!!! AHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

3 Comments:

Blogger Stephanie said...

Hey Matt,

Your YC Stoke Factor is starting to be dangerously low! :S We're gonna have to do something about that. And I think I know just the thing...

And the thing with your dad wanting you to become a police officer... just stick it out, man. Hold your ground and I'm sure eventually he'll come around and realize that you're serious. Know that you've got my support 100% if you want to go to Summit.

5:13 p.m.  
Blogger MattyRob said...

bah, this isn't something i can stick out, not going to work this time. I can't use energy bars, so unstoked now

4:00 p.m.  
Blogger Andrew said...

matt... be strengthened.

"Consider it pure joy, my brothers, whenever you face trials of many kinds, because you know that the testing of your faith develops perseverance. Perseverance must finish its work so that you may bemature and complete, not lacking anything." James 1:2-4

Your Dad may be very adamant about this. So was my Mom. Make the phone call. That's all he wants you to do. You don't have to follow someone else's dream. I know what it is to be a teenager with passion and hormones and anger and parents... I'm STILL there! 'Cept i'm not a teenager anymore...

Point is: your Dad, lame as he is, is looking out for your best interest. The little you should do, is atlesast pay him some lip service. If you want to go to Bible College so bad, prove it, and show him that nothing else interests you, despite whatever advice he may have for you to take.

11:08 p.m.  

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