// Goodbye

The future holds many things for me and unlike last year when I got back from Cultus Lake, I can't say that I'll be there next year.

Cultus was nice; It was fun and I had some good times. To say that I had a moment like I had last year in the lake with Anne, Steph and Dyllan would be a lie. It was good times but not close.

Friday I went up early and Joel, Sam, Candice and I went out on a 2 hour boat ride courteous of Bill Weidman. It was an awesome time, but the thing that hit me the most wasn't that boat ride, but what Bill said to me. "It's good to see you out matt, I haven't seen you in a while." I then realized that leaving youth is not something I can just leave behind. There are people who do like seeing me, and no one else will do. That was so nice to realize.

Saturday was a night where I vented to Dyllan about the crap that was going on and he now understands what I'm going through. I cried, he held me, and that was what I needed I guess.

The potential for the video did not turn out well, but I should be able to throw something together.

This is it my friend... Your last couple of weeks and then you are in college and that is the beginning of a new era. Cultus was the last time I can be a crazy youth guy or something. A new ere indeed.